Thursday 11 August 2016

I thought I had a light to guide me,

It blinded me.


I thought I had a hand to hold,
It crushed me.


I thought I had a shoulder to cry on,
It pushed me.


I thought I held a place in one beating heart,
But all it did was completely stop mine.


For my ocean, you were the lighthouse,
For my desert, you were the oasis,
For my rain, you were the shelter,
For my valley, you were the bridge.


Little did I know that,
You were nothing but a hunter and me a prey,


I wish I'd recognised that,
The one I love was nothing but a masked shell .. -AM

Saturday 9 July 2016

Another Day With You Gone

The pouring rain,
 Matches the pouring tears,
 I'm in so much pain,
 I have so many fears,
 You said you cared for me,
 Did you mean it?
 You said you loved me,
 But now it doesn't seem like it,
 You were my knight in shiny armour,
Here to rescue me,
 You were the one who pushed me further,
 To be the real me,
 I loved you with all I got,
 Heck! I still do,
 But I guess it was me not,
 Whom you pictured yourself with you,
At the corner of my lips a smile playing,
 Always seen only with you around,
 No matter what you were saying,
 With happiness were my eyes bound,
But now its all changed,
 In just some days,
 Coz before, like now, it never to me pained,
 To just see out there n find your oh! So happy face,
 You were the one,
 I turned to in pain,
 But now your the one,
 Who's hurt me in vain,
 When I had no one,
 It was you with me,
 Oh god! your the one,
 Why can't you see? 
 I never thought I'd be so down,
 When you left,
 But maybe its coz I still love you,
 N you never did I guess...

Thursday 7 July 2016



Fav quote #2.. Artgirl and Mailboy.. two of the best books I've gotten the chance to fall in love with on Wattpad! <3

Sunday 3 July 2016


Not mine.. credits to the rightful owner!

I Fell

I fell, fell for you,
Fell for all the little things you do,
Fell for all those dreams and promises,
And all those hope and wishes.
I fell, fell for you,
Fell for those magical dreams that felt so true,
I fell in love with your kindness and charm,
With the way yo make me feel happy and warm.
I fell, fell for you,
But you won't feel the same, I always knew,
But your affection and attention lured me in,
As well as your heart stopping grin.
I fell, fell for you,
Coz there isn't a single reason not to,
I fell for the things that you are,
For the way you shine like a brilliant star,
I fell, fell for you,
Coz in the rainbow of my life you're the brightest hue,
You're there in every melody, every song,
It felt so natural and perfect all along.
I fell, fell for you,
Coz without you all I feel is despair and gloom,
I fell in love with those warm brown eyes,
I fell in love with the how safe and calm I feel when i hear your voice.
I fell, fell for you,
And never have I felt like a bigger fool,
Coz I know you'll never be mine,
Yet I try to convince myself it's fine.
I fell, fell for you,
And now I can't imagine my life without you,
Oh! how I wish that it was true,
That dream I have where you love me too.

Saturday 2 July 2016

Where Do You Go?

Where do you go, left or right?
When everything feels like a fight,
When even heaven feels like hell,
When you wanted to climb up but only fell,
When you don't even know what you want anymore,
And you're lying wide awake not knowing what's in store,
When everything is so uncertain and confusing,
When your heart's melody you're unable to sing,
Where do you go when you want to find a solution,
What do you do to find some conclusion,
What do you do when you're faced with your biggest fear,
How do you get through with no help near,
What do you do when everything goes downhill,
A life sized void, how do you fill,
In this big chaotic world when you're alive,
What do you do and how do you survive?